preguntas que nunca se hicieron

= historias inconclusas.

¿Qué hago aquí?

Me repetía, con una mezcla de miedo y disgusto mientras me alejaba manejando.

"Conteniendo me contengo" me sugiere.

"La pena de a dos es menos atroz" remata.

"Hablandole a ella, consolándola... me hablo a mi mismo, me consuelo" finiquita.

Y por primera vez, desde el día que te* le dije todo en el auto, me volví a sentir mal de nuevo. Pero mejor que sea así, en la comodidad del sillon, entre la cajita Kleenex y el ventilador.
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* Debo dejar de escribir dirigiéndome a ti ella ellas solo a mi.

Frases perfeitas

Cada uno sabe el dolor y el delicia de ser lo que se es...



Se es lo que se es
Lo que siempre se ha sido
Se siente lo que se siente
En el centro del centro silente
Tenga o no tenga evidente sentido



Y en lo mas sutil de los cuerpos sutiles
Lejos de la noria de causas y efectos
Se tiene el corazon que se trae por defecto
Asi como Aquiles, por su talon es Aquiles

Just meet a lot of people

choose carefully, hang back, take your time.

500 quotes of introspection

"Look, it's easy Tom. Just don't be a pussy"

***

"...It's these greeting cards, Sir, these cards, these movies, these pop songs. They're responsible for all the lies, the heartache, everything! We're responsible! I think we do a bad thing here. People should be able to say how they feel, how they really feel, without some strangers putting words in their mouths. The truth. A card is a nice thought but it shouldn't do the dirty work for you. You love someone, tell them yourself, in your own words. Maybe it's not love at all... Maybe there's no such thing as love."

***

TOM.- You should've told me... you know... at the wedding? all the dancing and the..

SUMMER.- Well, you didn't ask me.

TOM.- But he was in your life. Why did you danced with me?

SUMMER.- Because... I wanted to.

TOM.- I guess you always do what you want, don't you

***

"...I wouldn't say "the girl of my dreams," no. The girl of my dreams would have a better rack. Probably different hair, could like sports a little more. But... truth is... my girlfriend is better than the girl of my dreams.

You know why? Cause she's real."

***

...Sweet Disposition...

***

TOM.- And that's it?

SUMMER.- The ones that lasted... yeah

TOM.- What happened? Why didn't they work out?

SUMMER.- What always happens. Life.

***

TOM.- Summer... we don't have to label what we're doing. I just... I need Consistency. I need to know you won't wake up tomorrow and feel a different way.

SUMMER.- I can't promise you that. Nobody can. Anyone who does is a liar. I can only tell you how I feel right now... or I can show you.

***

TOM.- So what should I do?

RACHEL.- You should ask her.

***

SUMMER.- Is that true?

TOM.- What?

SUMMER.- You know what. Do you...like me?

TOM.- Yeah. I like you. Of course I do.

SUMMER.- As a friend?

TOM.- Right. As a friend.

SUMMER.- Just as a friend?

***

TOM.- She's not interested in me... I gave her plenty of chances...

PAUL.- You can ask her out?

TOM.- Don't be stupid.

***

"Oh boy...just cause some cute girl likes the same bizarro crap you do, that doesn't make her your 'soulmate' Tom."

***

TOM.- You never wanted to be anybody's girlfriend and now you are somebody's wife!

SUMMER.- It surprised me too

TOM.- I don't think I'll ever understand that... I mean, it doesn't make sense

SUMMER.- It just happened

TOM.- Right, but that's what I don't understand. "What" just happened.

SUMMER.- I just.. I just woke up one day and I knew

TOM.- Knew what!?

SUMMER.- What I was never sure of with you...

***

"If Tom had learned anything... it was that you can't ascribe great cosmic significance to a simple earthly event.

Coincidence.

That's all anything ever is. Nothing more than coincidence.

It took a long time but Tom had finally learned. There are no miracles. There's no such thing as fate. Nothing is meant to be. He knew. He was sure of it now. Tom was... pretty sure."

***

"It just wasn't me that you were right about"

***

TOM.- It pains me we live in a world where nobody's heard of Spearmint.

SUMMER.- I've never heard of them.

TOM.- I put 'em on that mix I made you. They're track one...

SUMMER.- Oh... yeah.

***

"...look, I know you think that she was the one, but I don't. I think you're just remembering the good stuff. Next time you look back... I really think you should look again."

Hey soul sister

Ahh Pesss!!

- Alguna vez te la gileaste? -No. La intentaste besar? -No. Que??? Y Cómo querías que sienta algo entonces????

***

- No sabes lo que era... me miraba como si tuviera que aguantarse las ganas de tirarse encima jajaja pero a la vez me decía cosas bonitas, dulces, no el típico floro pero se notaba, manyas? me hacía sentir que de verdad le gustaba... y a la vez que me hablaba, me acariciaba el brazo, me tomaba de la mano, me rozaba la mejilla con los dedos, me tenía así, embelezada!!! No podía dejar de sonreir....

***

- Yo no quería... pero felizmente insistió.

***

- O sea, me dice que soy la más bonita del mundo y me molesta, porque se que no es verdad, no es racional, y me da miedo porque lo primero que eso me hace sentir es que él podría estar demasiado ilusionado. Pero por otro lado me parece lindo... quiero creer que es verdad. Sí, se que es imposible. Es irracional también... pero me gusta!

***

- Soy super racional, fria, le paro aterrizando cualquier cosa que no me suene real, por más linda que suene, porque me da miedo que se este ilusionando muy rápido. Es más. Me da miedo que él sea siempre así, o lo que es peor, que nunca haya sido así y conmigo sea la primera vez que le pasa. Ninguno estaría bien. Los dos me darían miedo. Cualquier de los dos estarían mal!

- Pero te gusta, no? O sea, qué pasaría por ejemplo si estuvieras con alguien igual de racional, alguien que aterrizara así, todo...

- Me sentiría insegura. No estaría segura de si me quiere o no, dudaría mucho y pararía angustiada. Diría: no me quiere... o no esta listo para estar con alguien...

- Lo descalificarias...

- Sí.

Tanto que contar...

y tan poco tiempo.

Patternicity & confirmation bias

happen to be the powerful mix usually acting as my deceiver of reality.

Reading signal games can become very clever, but also misleading and perverse. Now that I know why I like them so much... I know why I have to avoid them too.

A quien le caiga el guante

"...así son los narcisistas. Descalifican para sentirse superiores."

"...las personas entienden mejor si se les explica con metáforas o ejemplos relacionados a lo que hacen."

Born of the female body

Jungian analysts Guy Corneau and Eugene Monick argue that the establishment and maintenance of the male identity is more delicate and fraught with complication than that of the establishment and maintenance of the female identity. Such psychologists suggest that this may be because men are born of the female body, and thus are born from a body that is a different gender from themselves. Women, on the other hand, are born from a body that is the same gender as their own.

“A woman simply is, but a man must become. Masculinity is risky and elusive. It is achieved by a revolt from woman, and it is confirmed only by other men.”

Camille Paglia has commented that she believes that women are born, but men must "become." In other words, masculinity is not something that is granted by birth but is something that must be earned in adult life.

Sos de manual vos, eh

Viendo el video del sueño, termina, Youtube sugiere este video y me es inevitable darle click. Lo recordaba como uno de los super dialogos de la película, y recordaba lo del profesor girafales, pero no me acordaba de la manito...

"sos de manual, vos, ¿eh?"

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

"y si me importa qué pasa?"

Me importa pues. Me llega. ME LLEGA!!! ME LLEGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

"sabes qué, andate... a mi dejame tranquila con mi burbuja que me costo años de terapia construir... para que vengas vos con estas pelotudeces..."

No más dolores de cabeza.

"Andate, y trata de encontrarte querido, cuando te encuentres vení que te presento a tu hija, le voy a decir Vicky, este es tu padre... es un HOMBRE".